So I realised, first impression says nothing about a person. So does the second impression.
Not everyone are candidates for close friends, some are destined to be acquaintance.

It has been a while since I felt like this last time.. the inpatient agitation simply builds up by listening to you speaking.
Perhaps there is a distance I would like to keep between myself and certain type of people, so please stop pushing it.
The answers you want can be found by examining your own attitude, there are things you simply have to find out yourself.
Maybe some other friends of yours just need the distance like I do. Maybe this is what you need to know.